We kiss like painted tigers
but we bleed like no on else


2005-01-18


Everything hurts
[ears/ throat/ shoulders]
but the ears are the worst.
I cant heat properly,
cant listen to music
I cant speak without pain
I cant i cant i cant

Im so sorry for the long absense. My mind has been all confused over the past few months, I wasnt able to write a single phrase, or think straight. It's still that way. I'm scared but I dont know of what. I cry a lot, but dont know the reason.


My mind is BLANK
Fill the ____ (gap)
and make me whole

dead + alive