We kiss like painted tigers
but we bleed like no on else


2004-10-26

And I am not scared of death
But I am scared of wanting to die
I am scared of changing my mind
I am so scared of leaving you behind

But I still want to die
And you telling me you love me
is not making it better
it is making it worse
Because I love you madly
and I want to save you from this pain
[[but i keep failing]]

dead + alive