We kiss like painted tigers
but we bleed like no on else


2004-10-12

Im so fed up with it. I hate it. I feel like I'm never going to pass it. Never.

I started crying and sobbing uncontrollably after you left, missing your warmth, missing that I'm completely save with you & don't have to care about anything. I'm completely doubting my abilities. I'm neither trusting my mind nor my words, and its not getting better.

I wish I could stop it.

dead + alive